Yesterday I felt like I could barely keep this baby in. Today? Nothing. Nada.
I wonder if I accomplished that reverse dilation thing that Ina May Gaskin talks about in Spiritual Midwifery. Wouldn't that be just grand? All sealed up tight as a drum again. That's the way it feels.
Of course I got all invested in a Dec 4th baby (there is some family connection to that date, plus two or three people (including me) guessed it to be The Day) because I thought when 7 AM rolled around I'd be barely hanging on. I was too uncomfortable to sleep until about 3AM. I finally fell asleep after doing yoga (for the first time this whole pregnancy, so much for plans, huh?) and listening to the Hypbirth CD multiple times, woke up after 7. Now it's Dec 4th...nothing's happening!
Ugh. I'm going to go take a walk in the snow.